Wow....I was redirected to write again, by a poem from a new friend I made...she wrote a very neat poem yet powerful enough to get me back here...Thanks.
Well, to start with, I have no clue at this moment where life is leading me, yet I am hopeful...I have decided to reinstate my faith in Lord and try to just follow the instincts. Yeah, I am ready to face the stormy thoughts that totally whacked me out at times, but I know where my roots are...and I want to stick to that...
With some doors closing, I also see many more opening, but it takes me a while to respond to them in a right way. I totally want to go with that positive attitude and focussed mindset. I need time for that..and I know He will give me my time to perform work in His time. So much excitement hidden in me, I feel like I'll burst out..Its increasingly becoming difficult to hide it, but I would somehow manage that.
Oh yes, with few good news from my dearest friends, that makes me so happy and proud of them. Thanks Sonya, Vishu, Rhema, Ginnie n Rahul. I am blessed to have good friends and loving mother.. and a caring family (who still support me for my quirks and twists). And how can I forget my brother in Christ, Daniel, who has backed me almost every time and is still teaching me.
I guess, slowly I am understanding the word, yet I struggle and fight with myself to know who really I am. I am learning to make decisions and stand by them. Learning to be patient and easy with my words. But I am hopeful and grateful. just wanna thank you, my Lord...I know now that I need you...love you...I am slowly getting it.....Delight in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart" Psalm 37:4
wow amu...nice to see you're growing in the Lord..
ReplyDeleteby the way.. i just saw my name over here..thanks yaa..i am blessed to have a friend like you..
and stop struggling with yourself... you are the ROYALTY :-)
PS: next time i call you...jz remind me i have to tell you a secret..
I liked it. I'm glad that you're finding yourself, and it's going to be a struggle, but I know you'll figure it out. Fighting yourself is the hardest fight you'll ever go through, you have to find a mid ground within yourself, that's something I've learned...
ReplyDeleteReading your blog after soooo long!!!. Nice to see that you are still are writing unlike some people :P.
ReplyDeleteGod Bless you ameya! :)