Mind ..it..........

Its so ajeeeeeb feeling.....With the exciting events lined up...and the unfortunate things happening along with...I am confused what exactly my current mind state....yeah I am pretty happy and enthusiastic about my Swades Trip....but at the same time...with the previous history of broken  expectations I am kinda hiding it...

This always happens with me...If I am totally excited about a particular thing or meeting specific person..that never happens...Its bad I know..but over the time I forget it with a smile...But I have always loved this excitement..it has always made my day...forget the outcome..but those days in between...I love to see me smile..

So its decided...whatever be the case..I am looking forward meeting all of them..once again..with a new hope...with a new curiosity...with lottsaa new things...with my fingers crossed...finally 'mind it' is...will confuse me...for sure...