Time for a CHANGE....

He is in a calm state of mind...He is not so happy about things happening in his way..neither sad coz there are differences with closest friend...its a kind of inert feeling...like water in the river....calm and quiet...

May be this is the time for realization.. Realizing the fact that..all those people he thought are 'his' were never 'his'(except for a few)...realization that 'time' has the power of changing things, moods, behaviors and lives. Realization that there is something 'good' still alive in him...and he needs to find himself once again..Realization that there is a big difference between "hasna" and "muskurana"....

He is happy that he came to US...otherwise he would be in his own dream world...but..he still believes whatever happens is for good only... just few months old here..He is in love with the place..still a lot more to explore...In the beginning there had been all those feelings of homesickness, missing loved ones..(which he still does), mom, ghar ka khana.....missing those things he used to do back home..his bike...and a friend on the back seat..missed talking to somebody below the house...but now...he can safely look at them with a smiling face...He knows for sure...on the other side there is same condition...

But he has understood and accepted the effect of time...has felt the change in the voices of his loved ones, felt their 'busy'ness..felt the irritation in the voice of a dearest frend..for all these months he protected that same old guy from India..like anything...but now he too feels the need for a change..His stack of mind is full with thoughts...Thoughts that have been stucked for soo long..He knows for sure that unless he flushes out all these thoughts...there is no chance for fresh ones...He is eager to accept new feelings, new people, new concepts, new challenges, new changes...everything new...He has a strong desire ...to succeed..to be happy...to smile...to fly like an eagle..to swim like dolphins...Coz this is the right time...the time for a CHANGE.......